04 January 2007

the year that was.

it's taken me a while to think about 2007.

no, that wasn't honest. it's taken--maybe even taking--me a while to talk about 2007. to make it real in word and deed.

maybe because 2006 was so overwhelming--too many things happening and most of them happening so fast. people leaving, babies popping out, and if i'm really honest with myself, the feeling that i'm stuck in neutral.

i think it was the year that i really truly felt life pass by. that life is short. that i'm getting older, and that i may not be giving myself the chance to get what i want.

so (even if i hate to put stuff like this on paper--even cyberpaper--because they could trip just like that), 2007 is D'Year.

D'Year to clean up my insides. i love cleaning dishes and floors and clothes, i should clean my insides, too.

D'Year for even more travelling--heaven (and money) willing, on my own terms.

D'Year of D'Headstand. currently, tripod pa ang dating ko, so di pa legit.

D'Year of More Good Deeds. because yes, moya, one dollar chuva in a million is legit.

D'Year of Being True--to myself. because sometimes i feel i lie to myself the most.

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