braindead

1. must face reality--my back is starting to hurt again. this is what happens when they work you to the bone 4 months straight, then they screw up your prod sked so you go on break for two weeks--your body, your brain, your insides have time to realize you're getting royally screwed over. it can tell now. before it was too busy trying not to trip.

2. must face reality--am distracting myself with this blog and loading pictures and other things and ohmyGASH you can spend a lot of time glued in front of the computer doing this.

3. must face reality--am not going to be young forever, and one day this regret, this denial of self is really, really going to sting.

"c'mon, big D, FLY."